It's absurd why
my cursor always wander to that same spot
To click on your name
But, I always hesitate
I still don't have the courage
and perhaps never will
to simply press the button down.
Important shooting pointers to self:
No listening to mp3, and wear ear plugs
Never compare scores with the person beside me
Never do more than 30 sighters
Go with my own pace
I'm competing with myself, and no one else.
Shooting had been pretty tough today, coach made us shoot with one leg! Struggled with balancing, surprisingly shot better balancing on my left leg. Mondays and Wednesdays are uber long days for me, gosh. After shooting, I still have organ lesson on Mon, and maths tuition on Wed. I'm growing wearier each day, I need to be more reliant on prayer and His word. However as each day passes, I still struggle with my QT. My sleep and TV are still more significant than God's time. I better start reorganising my priorities.
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry.